love you I do

I love you, yes you who turned yourself inside out searching for answers, only to find them reflecting back at you on the bathroom floor as you lay in skin and soap and sweat and tears, but you didn’t know their ancient language; that long you’d held them inside. The one who keeps yourself awake…

This Life

This life. Life. Life. Damn, life is hard, and confusing and beautiful. I walk into a room filled with angels and I am greeted by a demon embracing my life more fiercely than I ever could grasp. And it’s got me, curled in its clutch like I’m longing to be held. I long and I…

you are beautiful, do you know?

Dear you, Do you know how beautiful you are? Do you realise the sun comes to greet you each day to light you up and warm your heart? Do you know the kind of strength it takes to greet her right back? Do you know I see you walking into each new day and laying…

the world is quiet

it’s 4am andthe world is quiet.nothing is as (we)i thought it would be.i look out to the brightest moon. shestares in and captures my gazeand i wonder if you can seeher face,just as i long to see yours. i think it was warm that day,the day you left, buti’m shivering now, and nothing,not one thing…

lay it all down, love

lay it all down, love. lay it all down.lie here beside me and lay it all down,i know you don’t want to let go just yet,so keep hold or let go or let it be,here,now.i feel how heavy it is,how painful, how tiresome.i see you as you fight to keep going,to keep up,to keep it…

You Are Worthy

Let me tell you something, There will be days when life feels like it is coursing through your veins, faster than light and thicker than all the blood your heart can hold. You are worthy. There will be days when life feels oh so far away, like you are drowning in a memory of a…

for when you don’t feel safe.

Dear you, I know you don’t feel safe right now. I know it feels like the world is shifting beneath you, faster than the time it takes to find your feet. I know how uncertain  everything feels to you and how much pain you are carrying. I could tell you that it will get better…