other days

Some days I can’t find the words to tell you all the ways I am barely breathing. Some days I don’t have words to explain the panic attack that forced me to remain indoors and to shut out the world for it was the only option I had to regain my breath and remember how…

a heart and a hand

I don’t have a lot, but I have a heart and a hand, and you can hold onto them for as long as you need. I don’t have a lot, but I am rooted firmly in the ground and I grow and I grow, even when I am falling back to the earth. I fall…

I hope you know, love

I hope that in the moment this world stops turning you will know with unflinching certainty that I loved you, that I always loved you and that my life has been richer for you being in it. As you make your way through the days ahead I hope you find love to be more the…

the anxiety that holds

i’m wondering where this life starts and where it ends. is it somewhere between the inhale of a sharp breath and the wilting of a leaf, or drowning in exhales while the sun gives rise to a new day? it sometimes feels like the world will come to a crashing end if i don’t solve…